Life is dull

Life is dull ever since I've graduated.
Been having the same routine life ever since I've graduated.
Wake up early in the morning, stuck in the jam, entering office, lunch time, answering calls, completing the tasks, end works, stuck in the jam, dinner time, catch drama with mom, on bed and sleeps.
Well. That is how I passed my daily life.
Of course some of the times I did hang out with colleagues and friends.
But friends are limited so do colleagues.
Everyone has their own life to go.
Hometown friends are all still busy with Uni life. Most of them will be graduating next year or the next next year while colleagues some of them are married and some of them needed to go for dates and etc.
Maybe to some of the people, life like this will be something that is enough for them but not for me.
Often I feel like there is something missing.
Something isnt there deep inside my heart. But I dont know what it is.
At times, I dont even know what is the suitable term for me to use to describe this feeling of mine.
I miss my friends at melaka who I found I can share so many things. I often have the sudden urge to just drive down and find them to talk eventhough just for one night.
But reality doesnt allow me to do so.
If only I am allow to do so, I would have plenty of my getaway trips with no plan and even nowhere to actually let me destined.
Argh. Hate this sucks feeling. Lost? Moody? Empty? Sad? Miserable? Helpless? Aimless? Hopeless? Neither of the terms best describe my feelings.
Maybe pms affects me and my feelings...

maybe u wont believe it..but my weekend just exactly the same as the dog inside the pic..

p/s : just now sms-ed with ling2. I told her I will be staying for single for times if I keep going with the same routine. She replied "of course lar. you always mixed with gay" Haha. Was it the main reason? I doubted.

Finally some updates~~

I really feel so sorry to my blog as I've abandoned it for more than a month.
Well obviously not that I do not want to update nor clear a single dust on my blog. It is just that I have no time for that as my pc hasnt been set up in a proper way and now I get it all done.
Here I am updating a little thing about what I have been doing for the past months.

First, Im officially back to my hometown -- Shah Alam which also can consider my heaven and hell for me.
Heaven as in shopping complexes, clubs, more outing places, family and hometown friends.
Hell as in except for the shopping complexes and cafes, I got to say bye bye to the clubs, to the happening night life I used to have in Melaka, and say bye bye to my dear alcohol. It is because due to my mom restriction. Gosh. I know she is doing all this for my good butthen Im mature enough to take the responsibility of myself and to think of the consequences. Please you guys, pray hard for me that she will let go this burden of her and free me soon!!!

Secondly, I have got myself a job. Consider a fast one among all the people I knew that same batch with me. Well. This job is not so bad afterall. Satisfying salary and friendly colleague. Let see how it goes.

Thirdly, convocation is around the corner which is on the 9th of August. The national day of Singapore. Hahaha. I'm kinda excited eventho I do not really grad with a good class or should I say a first class that majority of the undergraduates die for. Happy things to cherish for are that a nice family photo will be taking in a nice studio and photo with all my batch of friends eventho some of them couldnt make it to grad on time.(this is sad news)

Forthly, I got myself a bad hair-do. Seriously a bad hair-do. I do not know why am I in such a rush to try on a new stylist. I should have really wait till I go down to Melaka to find my friend and have my hair do at the same time. Gosh. With my hair, I really do not know how to face my friend. Sighz. Dont ask me for photo. Kill me also I wont upload a new photo of my new bad hair-do.

Fifthly, just heard some bad news. Never thought that a changes in a person will go from the heaven drop till the deep down of the hell. Im really disappointed with that person. It is a mere disappointed at the beginning followed by a middle level one till the tip top of it. Giving chances and forgiving couldnt seen to help that person either. Hopefully the person WILL change.

I think that is all for now. Am still up at this time due to helping my sister to finish up her assignment. Gosh. I just cant get rid of the school thingy. =.=

Empty

A song about falling out of love. It's an emo song by the click five--empty. U might tears if u feel the lyrics. Again, not a new song but just a song that I want to share.




p/s : aint not trying to make all of u sad but somehow just feels like wants to share after some incident happened.

BAD LUCK!!!!

Today damn bad luck. Went to buy bus ticket at about 8am but couldnt get the 8.30am bus ( nvm. as expected coz last minute wana buy sure cant get). Here then I tried the new bus that going shah alam as well. First time taking this bus because it has an earlier time which is 9.45am bus but another while the other bus company time available is 12.30pm. Obviously I will take the earlier one coz I have to move my things back from melaka to shah alam.

The bus depart on time. Along the way also quite smooth till it came out from melaka tol. First sound that we heard from the tyre part was at the melaka rest stop but the bus driver never stop and check it. He stops it till we went till far away from melaka. =.= There it goes. I was stucked there for nearly 4 hours just to wait for the foreman. With the 4 hours wasted, I can do so many things with it or at least has a nice sleep. This is the first fuck thing.

When I reach home, I had a little rest and some desserts. I then starts my journey by driving my mom car down melaka. Along the way was smooth as well. Accident happen when I was stuck in the traffic jam at somewhere near seremban. Luckily my mom car not reli kena bang teruk. Just that the bumper behind nearly fall off. Sighz. I then negotiate with the malay fellow who drives a toyota vios. He paid me rm200 and help me use a string to temporary fix my bumper. Took his number just incase the repairing fees is more than rm200. This is the 2nd fuck thing happened.

The 2 things happened has wasted my time today!!! My mental was being affected as well as my mood. Damn mood spoiler sial!!!! Fucking pissed off!!

p/s : can all these bad luck stay away from me? sighz

90% done

At first, really will feel like fainted when have to start packing all the things that I brought or bought in Melaka back to KL but thank god that Im now 90% done.

all the bags inside full of my clothes

my printer and all my hair care products, accessories and most importantly the tons of coins( has more than rm200 inside)

the small small things that I have yet to pack

another bag of clothes and the pc that I will pack the last so that Im still able to online. ^^

I think this room will be very clean after I leave. Haha. Finally my houselord can see a clean and empty room. Hahaha. Im now worry can my mom car fit in all the things?? I still have one study table that I didnt take photo. By the way, I knew some shocking news today. Will blog about it tomorrow or later in a private post. Hahaha. Cannot reveal to too many people.

Lame

Im kinda bored. Not to say bored. Has tons of thing waiting for me to do but just not in mood. So am here complete the tag by Gary.

Beside your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
[forehead]

How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
[empty]

Who was the last person/people you took a picture with?
[chris]

Would you consider yourself spoiled?
[erm. a lil. in certain aspect]

Will you donate blood?
[no doubt]

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
[of course. quite a number of them.]

Do you want someone to be dead?
[ ya! those farker who spoil the ambiance and my mood ytd!]

What does your last text message say?
[Later tell u if im free. ( planning a movie section with a friend) ]

What are you thinking right now?
[erm. lotsa things. should or shouldnt i go down kl? or stay melaka go watch movie? and etc.]

Do you want someone to be with you right now?
[erm. sort of. but impossible.]

What was the time you went to bed last night?
[4+am.]

Where did you buy tee you are wearing right now?
[adidas]

Is someone on your mind right now?
[not really tho.]

Who was the last person who text you?
[eugene]

Who is No.2 having a relationship with?
[err. she always said she is with jia feng. haha]

Is No.3 is male or female?
[female]

If No.7 and No.1 get togather, would it be good?
[of course not!!]

What is No.1 studying about?
[culinary art]

When was the last time you chatted with them?
[i chat with them quite frequent except ivan kor kor]

Is No.4 single?
[ya. anyone interested?]

Say something about No.2
[sampat. smart. out going. her teeth is very pretty. haha.]

Waht do you think No.3 and No.6 being togather?
[big jie jie and small didi. hahaha.]

Describe No.9
[erm. out going guy. wants to achieve something in his life.]

What will you do if No.6 and No.7 fight?
[erm. i will slap both them. haha]

Do you like No.8?
[of course. he is my lovely didi. haha]

Now my turn to tag 10 persons...
1. Jackie
2. Yenching
3. Kiki
4. Michelle
5. MJ
6. Alex
7. Cin You
8. Joo bing
9. Slavin
10. Ivan kor kor

Don't be scared

My lovely cousin sis send me this meaningful sentence long ago. Post here to share with you guys. Don't be scared regardless of what you face. Be brave.




p/s : please forgive my laziness to retype the thing. hope it dont annoy u by reading it this way.