A New Face

Have the urge to blog but am so dumb dumb dumb with all the html codes. Waiting for rescuer to give my blog a brand new look....

SMS

Recently I have this weird and bad habit in which I dont really like@keen to reply sms. I aint dont know why and what happen that makes me have the weird habit. Ignorance to stranger sms or people who is not so close is understandable... but I had even ignored sms from people that are close to me. 

At times, I feel like there is no need of the sms. I just dont feel like replying an empty sms. Especially sms by sms the whole day. If there is interesting topic, I would like to do it at most pleasure but unfortunately most of the sms are not. 

I hate received sms with the repeated contents which I have probably replied twice and above. Twice is good enough for the confirmation of my reply.

Having reply too many sms-es also caused bad injury to the fingers especially thumb. This make a good logical answer for why I am not keen to reply peoples sms. Lame excuse I know but I bet some of you might have this feeling especially when people that you dont like keep on sending sms to you.

Just a mumble post and sorry to those people who I did not reply their sms-es on times or dint even reply. Let me have a rest and a space of myself. Oh one more thing, I dislike phone calls after sms sent. If it's not anything important, just give me sometimes and I'll reply you.

Good night everyone. Peace.

Mumbles~

Sometimes, you will get inspired by reading at people’s blog being a travel blog, a normal blog updating about their daily life and etc. This happen when you lost your focus in your life or you found nothing more to do that could light up your life. Sounds a lil too much I know.

Looking back at my blog, I have definitely defeated the purpose of me owing a blog by practice to blog about my daily life and things happened around so that I could have a memoir of that.

People do always said that you will tend to be a lil emo when the night got darker. I couldn’t agree no more with the statement. Writing a blog post at this time reminds me of my Uni life. I missed those times. Those were the times that make me grow the most regardless physically, mentally, behavioural and etc.

Things had been quite tough for me ever since I ended my high school. Well. I learnt and I growth. Being the eldest in the home is always the best practice for me. You will have to be the guardian angel to the family after the parent. This is why both of my sisters still cant drive well even after they got their driving licenses because they have a free driver.

As for the love life, Im remaining my status as single after I’ve ended my first official relationship 4 years back. *there is a relationship before this that is not an official one but nonetheless he is still one of my best pal to-date. After the break up, I cried badly just like what the girls did. Took hell long time to recover and forget though it was just only 3 months. I think one of the reasons that make me hard to let go is because Im a person that loves to think about the past. Lame I know. Haha.

Of course, things have got better when I get to know more friends. Expanding the social circle is one of the easiest ways to help u to cure ur sadness. This is where I have bumped into so many different types of people and know about the real of me again. I have never thought I would be such a person until these drastic changes. Maybe my parent restricted me from a lot of things that caused me to hide the real me? Lol.

I may look playful to many people but Im not as what they think Im. Well. There is a line which I likes it that sounds like this “You do not have to explain urself to people because they will trust u if they’re ur friend and there is no need for u to do so to ur enemies”. Seriously, my friends that know me well trust me as they know Im well behave and I can control myself. Haha.

If I wrote this kind of essay for my exam, im sure the teacher will fail me as there is no main purpose. Lol. I guess I seriously need to do something meaningful during my weekends rather than just sleeping all day long or watching drama all night long. Life’s short and I don’t wana just waste it this way. Any suggestion people?

Finally some updates~~

I really feel so sorry to my blog as I've abandoned it for more than a month.
Well obviously not that I do not want to update nor clear a single dust on my blog. It is just that I have no time for that as my pc hasnt been set up in a proper way and now I get it all done.
Here I am updating a little thing about what I have been doing for the past months.

First, Im officially back to my hometown -- Shah Alam which also can consider my heaven and hell for me.
Heaven as in shopping complexes, clubs, more outing places, family and hometown friends.
Hell as in except for the shopping complexes and cafes, I got to say bye bye to the clubs, to the happening night life I used to have in Melaka, and say bye bye to my dear alcohol. It is because due to my mom restriction. Gosh. I know she is doing all this for my good butthen Im mature enough to take the responsibility of myself and to think of the consequences. Please you guys, pray hard for me that she will let go this burden of her and free me soon!!!

Secondly, I have got myself a job. Consider a fast one among all the people I knew that same batch with me. Well. This job is not so bad afterall. Satisfying salary and friendly colleague. Let see how it goes.

Thirdly, convocation is around the corner which is on the 9th of August. The national day of Singapore. Hahaha. I'm kinda excited eventho I do not really grad with a good class or should I say a first class that majority of the undergraduates die for. Happy things to cherish for are that a nice family photo will be taking in a nice studio and photo with all my batch of friends eventho some of them couldnt make it to grad on time.(this is sad news)

Forthly, I got myself a bad hair-do. Seriously a bad hair-do. I do not know why am I in such a rush to try on a new stylist. I should have really wait till I go down to Melaka to find my friend and have my hair do at the same time. Gosh. With my hair, I really do not know how to face my friend. Sighz. Dont ask me for photo. Kill me also I wont upload a new photo of my new bad hair-do.

Fifthly, just heard some bad news. Never thought that a changes in a person will go from the heaven drop till the deep down of the hell. Im really disappointed with that person. It is a mere disappointed at the beginning followed by a middle level one till the tip top of it. Giving chances and forgiving couldnt seen to help that person either. Hopefully the person WILL change.

I think that is all for now. Am still up at this time due to helping my sister to finish up her assignment. Gosh. I just cant get rid of the school thingy. =.=

BAD LUCK!!!!

Today damn bad luck. Went to buy bus ticket at about 8am but couldnt get the 8.30am bus ( nvm. as expected coz last minute wana buy sure cant get). Here then I tried the new bus that going shah alam as well. First time taking this bus because it has an earlier time which is 9.45am bus but another while the other bus company time available is 12.30pm. Obviously I will take the earlier one coz I have to move my things back from melaka to shah alam.

The bus depart on time. Along the way also quite smooth till it came out from melaka tol. First sound that we heard from the tyre part was at the melaka rest stop but the bus driver never stop and check it. He stops it till we went till far away from melaka. =.= There it goes. I was stucked there for nearly 4 hours just to wait for the foreman. With the 4 hours wasted, I can do so many things with it or at least has a nice sleep. This is the first fuck thing.

When I reach home, I had a little rest and some desserts. I then starts my journey by driving my mom car down melaka. Along the way was smooth as well. Accident happen when I was stuck in the traffic jam at somewhere near seremban. Luckily my mom car not reli kena bang teruk. Just that the bumper behind nearly fall off. Sighz. I then negotiate with the malay fellow who drives a toyota vios. He paid me rm200 and help me use a string to temporary fix my bumper. Took his number just incase the repairing fees is more than rm200. This is the 2nd fuck thing happened.

The 2 things happened has wasted my time today!!! My mental was being affected as well as my mood. Damn mood spoiler sial!!!! Fucking pissed off!!

p/s : can all these bad luck stay away from me? sighz

I live my life for you~~

Yeah. In quite a good mood now. As I had been the top sales for the DiGi campus thing on monday as well as today. Besides, I managed to find the software myself and successfully installed it in my pc. Hahahaha.

By the way, just wana to share one song with you guys which I find it very meaningful especially for guys to dedicate to the girl they like or has crush on. It's not a recent pop song anyway.

Y'know you're everything to me and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
Chorus:
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
Chorus
I live my life for you

By firehouse

p/s : enjoy the song while reading the lyrics. ^^

Fast and Furious 4 is a nice show!!!

Just back from KL.
One whole day shopping + a free premier movie + sleep less than 8 hours = tiring.
Anyhow, Fast and Furious 4 is really a nice movie !!!
Go catch it as it will be on screen on 2nd of April.
So people, enjoy the speed and the action scene of the movies.
Oh not forgetting, the hot chics as well.
Last but not least, thanks to nuffnang for the free premier tickets.
I LOVE NUFFNANG!!!

p/s : Will edit with pictures as I am super duper tired now.

His name is Tom

Just got back from JB on yesterday mid night. It was definitely a tiring journey. Head down there for work purpose. Worked as a part time promoter for my boss. There were a few lucky things happened I would say.

First thing up was met my cousin brother. Just so coincident. When I was off from work, just saw two of my cousin bro walk on the street. The feeling was awesome. Best part is I get money from him to spend on my food of the day. Hahaha. Another thing is that the DiGi dealer kinda like me and wanted to introduce his son who is working at Singapore to me. Purposely called her wife to get the son handset number. Also, call me as daughter in law of his. =.=. Cute uncle. Haha.

Second day was another working day. I would say the promotion place for both days are not a good place to do promo. As usual, walk around to get sales. Came to approach this tall standing cute guy. I was just basically trying to my luck on him.

Me : Hello, sorry to disturb you for a while. We are having DiGi promotion now. Would u like to have a look on the prepaid number list??
Cute guy : Okay.

*praying hard that has his lucky number*

Cute guy : I want this number. (pointing the number he want)
Me : But sir, due to this is the lucky number, the dealer would much want you to at least top up a minimum of RM30 for this number.
Cute guy : Oh. Money is not a problem.
Me : Okay. Can I have your IC and money? ( deep down inside my heart was saying "cool la. should have this kind of people more")

*half way registering*

Angie : I brought your customer here. He said it's hot waiting there.
Me : Oh. Okay. Thanks.
Angie : Btw, dont u feel like he look like an artist -- Qiu zhe??
Me : Oh. Ya eh.

As I turn to look at him, he is with his red colour big bike. Damn cool. While waiting, I tried to approach him again. Suprisingly he go through the number list again. *grins*

this is the artist he kinda look alike with. Hawt right?? :P

Cute guy : Let me call my brother. Wants get him a number too.
Me : Okay. Take your time.

While he was on phone, me just checking him up from head to toe.Judging from his outlook, he is definitely a bad guy with those tattoo and piercing. But the way he talk is quite the gently type.

Cute guy : Help me text those available nice number to my brother. He wants to choose.
Me : Okay. Certainly.

While waiting for everything to progress, we chatted awhile. Talk about his big bike. How fast he ride his big bike. Also, where he is heading to after this. He said he only takes 2 hour plus from Jb to reach Ipoh. OMFG. You will like imagine how fast he ride his big bike. He said 300km/h. Could you imagine the speed? Sampat Angie said it was like something passed by when you are driving and you wouldnt get to see what is that. Hahahaha. =.=

When he about to leave..

Cute guy : Where and when is the next destination you people will have promotion?
Me : Oh. We are not local. We are from Melaka. Next stop will be back to melaka.
Cute guy : Oh. If you see any nice number, could you text me?
Me : Oh. Okay. But you want to ride all the way to Melaka just for that nice number?
Cute guy : Why not? I always head up to Melaka. Afterall, it's not a distance matter to me.
Me : Oh okay okay. Erm. How should I find you then?
Cute guy : Save my number up and my name is Tom.
Me : Oh. Okay Tom. Saved your number.
Cute guy : Miss call me your number else I wouldnt know who are you the next time you call or text me.
Me : Oh. Okay. Btw my name is Jolene. Have a safe journey then. :)

So we both have each other number now. Angie persuade me to text him. Should or shouldnt I? Will it be a little too awkward to text him? I really dont know what to text eh. If Im working for today, then maybe there is a reason for me to text him. Argh. He definitely is the type of guy I like. But bad thing is that he is a smoker. If only we keep contact, I will ask him to give me a free ride. It's a MUST thing to try once in a lifetime. Big bike with superb fast speed. Woohoo~~

It something like the big bike he own. He said his is the latest model. 600 cc~~

I know it may seems abit sampat or nonsense but that is all I want to share. Hehe. Happy holidays to all MMU-ians. ^_^

nuffnang

After long discovering, finally manage to put up my nuffnang advertisement. Haha. Bear with my dullness and dumbness in dealing with all these html codes and etc. Hehe.

Hopefully I do earn some money like what majority told me. Hehe. Hence, I THINK I will BLOG more OFTEN. So do view more often and also look at the ads part. Haha.

That's all for now. Having my siesta in a while. Monday always blues.

p/s : did sucks in the quiz this morning. thought it was an open book test but it wasnt. damn. 10 marks gone.

Just a short one~~

Found my last post was quite a lame one. Well. Am here just for a little short updates. Parties, outing, movie and birthday celebration are too many left out to post. Will blog about it bit by bit starting from tomorrow.

Here people, please go watch Marley & Me. Aint going to tell you why but I am sure you guys will love it just like I do. :-)

Till then, have a nice week ahead. ^_^

What a movie~~

Just a movie review. Today catch up one movie which is a total bored movie to me. At first all of us thought it would be another great superheroes action pack which in real is a total opposite of it. All 8 of us almost fall asleep in the cinema. Fortunate that cinema is not so cold, else we would have the worse time of the day by watching a damn boring movie and got frozen.

Let cut the crap. The movie I am talking about is Watchmen. Forgive my low level of understanding. But I really dont find this movie interesting eventhough is directed by the director of the movie 300. If it's short, then nvm. But this movie wasted our 2 hours and 40 minutes by trying to get ourself to understand what it is all about. Worse case is that alot peoples leave half way of the movie. Some even cant wait to leave asap eventhough they stay up and watch till the end. So you guys can imagine how bad was the movie. Well. It is just my point of view. Maybe some of u might find it interesting. If you curious about it, can watch it. My advise would be it's a waste of time eventhough u downloaded it.

This is the official website. Check it out before u go for the movie.
http://watchmenmovie.warnerbros.com/

These 2 days I had found out something which make me damn frust and decided not to put hope on others. It's about my academic. Damn all those brainless and useless people. Dont know what the hack they do in class. Such a small msg also couldnt deliver. Damn. But i wont make myself angry over that because not worth it.

That is all for this updates. Ciaoz~~

A connection with Australia~~

Today had been a day for me. Woke up by received a call from dear which I suppose to get ready by that time and I dint because last nite slept off late. Went out with her to her training legal firm. Then, we headed to MP to bring her go dye her hair. First shop -- Meglio.

Open the door..
Me : Erm, I'm looking for Chris.
Person A : Did u make an appointment with him??
Me : Err... No wo. Why ar??
Person A : Because today is his off day. But he will come at 1.30pm because he has an appointment.
Me : Oh... ok. Thanks.

Poor me and my dear went to there and he is on off day. Went off we did as we dare not try other hairstylist. Second shop -- House of gorgeous.

Press the bell...
Me : Erm, I'm looking for Evan.
Person B : Evan ar?? Today he off wo..
Me : ............ Erm then wana ask hor, how much will cost her if she wana dye her hair?? (pointing to my dear)
Person B : Erm.. about RM200++
Me : O... (but inside my heart was "wa.......so $$$") then I wana cut my fringe only.
Person B : All right. Wait for a moment ok.

After my kinda not so nice fringe had done, drove back to BB as there is our last resources. Due to dear permed her hair badly, I strongly recommended her to dye her hair at Malacca. Third shop -- D'fino

Push the door...
Me : Is Wan Shi here?? ( coz was told by friend that she off on monday. just trying our luck)
Person C : O.. wait ar...Wan Shi~~~~( shouting)
Me : How much is her hair if wana perm??
Wan Shi : Erm.. about RM180.
Me look at my dear and she noded. Dear started her hair dying process. While dye-ing, WS told us that got an old lady sitting at a side is actually a lady so call helps people to "calculate their life". But me and her no luck coz she din bring the material she needs.

Despite the unfortunate faced by me and my dear, we decided to go for a movie. Australia is what we had watched. Quite a good movie I would say. But there are only 3 pairs of couple (excluding me and my dear). One of the pairs half way of movie. Guess they cant enjoy the movie though. It's a long movie though -- 2 hours 45 minutes. Best part is ticket selling at RM7 only. Haha.



Well to be honest, this movie has bring in alots of values :

• do not racist
• do not be greedy
• do not be cold-blooded
• karma effect

There are lots more but I cant think anymore at this moment. Will try edit my post again when Im back from JB. Till then, tchau

review of year 2008~

Everyone do review for the things happened in their year of 2008.. here I am doing the same thing as to remind myself what I had done for the past year which gradually brought changes in myself as well as achieve better thing in year 2009.

No picture on Jan. I was wondering why as well.

February

CNY at grandparents house, Benut, Johor

group visit at kopek house, Melaka


grandni 81st bday, KL


jonker with high comm from WMDT1, Jonker Walk, Melaka

March
Eugene b'day at Sampan, Klebang Melaka

xiao qian b'day at Pizza Hut, Melaka

Jackie b'day at Sakae Sushi, Sunway Pyramid

Mei Hoon b'day at Bei Zhan, Melaka

Pei Yee b'day at EP, Melaka

Angie dear dance performance at Pey Fong, Melaka

April

Prom night at Equatorial Hotel, Melaka

BIT seminar, MMU Main Hall, Melaka

Eye of Malacca

May
2nd time appreciation dinner for WMDT1 high comm, EQ Kampachi, Melaka

Anni and Siu Ling b'day at Gogo KTV, Melaka

Port Dickson trip


June

A Famosa water world, Alor Gajah Melaka

Jason b'day at A Famosa Resort

High school gathering at Jimmy's house, Shah Alam

Caroline's b'day at Jimmy house

July
party at Pure bar with Amy

Take photo at Kota A Famosa

big head photo at Dataran Pahlawan, Melaka

August

New hair cut for my b'day

My 22nd b'day at Pure bar (early celebration)

My b'day with my Malacca gang (early celebration)

went pure on real birthdate

b'day suprise from them (delayed celebration)

a group of whacky guys~~

8TV concert, MITC, Melaka

Melaka one day tour with KM and KH

Melaka one day tour with hometown friends

farewell for SuYin who left to UK


Digi Roadshow at Tesco

September
Amy's b'day at Gogo

Pure bar with Mandy from Sarawak

October

treat from boss at Portuguese Settlement

Advantage advertising team at Pure

Lao Ah Ma's b'day

Hui Ling's b'day at Gogo again

Ipoh and Cameron Trip

Club at Sincero, Ipoh

Pure bar, Melaka

November

Genting trip

Cousin Wedding, Kota Tinggi, Johor

December
Christmas countdown, Jonker Walk, Melaka

Well. I guess that is all for now. Still have alot photos yet to be collect. Hope this is a nice year ahead. Will blog another post about my new year resolution soon. Hehe.

I am very the happy lor~~!!

OMG !! OMG !! OMG !! Today is one of my happiest day in this month or maybe in this year of 2008. Okay. You guys must be wondering why am I so overjoy?? Well. It is because of 2 major things happened ( at first only one but added another one in a later time).

For you guys info, today is my presentation day for my registered subject -- Organisation Development. So I had been waited and waited for my turn. Finally, with the extension times that we requested from our lecturer -- Dr. Ong, I get to present it by today itself.

To be frank, I did my written report and presentation slides within 2 hours in the morning. Obviously I wouldn't give much hope on both of the report and presentation slides. I even worry that I will lack of words to further my explanation for the presentation.

I started my presentation when it comes to my turn. Dr. Ong even spotted error in my first slides which I didnt put an capital letter for the company name. =.=. Throughout the presentation, I used quite a fast speed to finish up my presentation asap. This is because Dr. Ong keep on look at me face to face. This makes me nervous though.

By the time I ended my presentation, I was suprised that Dr. Ong actually praise me. She said that I have good command of english and good intonation during presentation. She tells me that she likes it. I never had compliments from any other lecturer on my presentation skills. Have her saying that I have good command of english is like wearing a crown on my head.

To be frank again, I was really never thought of to get such compliments from her. The moment I ended my presentation, I thought she wouldnt comment much things and just let me go off by only saying thank you? Because I felt that my presentation speed was like at 180km per hour?? Maybe to you guys, I am a little overjoy over this thing. Butthen, it is something that makes my day and it helps me to give her a good impression so that she can remember me when comes to the part where she needs to give us extra marks based on our attendance and impression thing. To recall back, I think I blush at that moment I got that compliments from her. On the other hand, I guess my written report will let her down. Haha.

While what is the another thing that makes my day? It's actually nothing big also. Just that I chatted with "someone". "someone" that I never thought that I will chatted with. The content chatted today makes me feel happy because I never thought such conversation will raise between me and the "someone". Well. I am not a greedy person though. I will highly appreciated the chances that we get to chat with each other by not hoping more on other things.

Basically these are the two things that makes my day. Maybe it sounded lame to you guys but to me these are the things that are worth to remember. It's 3.41am now. It's time for me to stop blogging and continue with my FYP. Good nitez people. ^_^

I am homesick

Well. I am currently studying at Malacca and my hometown is at Shah Alam. To be frank, I am not a type of person that will easily homesick eventhough I am a girl. I can dont go home for 2 months although is a near distance. Butthen things seems different for today. Erm. Or should I say my mood changes since last night.Because today is 冬至. Well in chinese means we celebrate the day that bring us into winter and we eat 汤圆 on this day to show that we grow another year older. Haha.

The reason why I am homesick because I like to eat 汤圆. Everytime I'll eat alot of and most of the times I am the one finish all that left by my family. To think back the 3 years I had been in Malacca, I only celebrated once here. I dint celebrate it on my first year in Malacca because I think it is due to I was just broke up with my ex and I went home quite often to heel my pain and get rid of the loneliness here. I went home almost every week or twice a month. The second year here, I celebrated with my group of best gal friends here. We maked and enjoyed 汤圆 together at my place and I still get to went home to celebrate with my family. As for this year, though my boss invited me to her place ( because she said I am alone here) but due to no transport to go over and I dont wana trouble others so I rather choose to stay alone. On the other hand, there will no longer a chance to celebrate it again with my best gal friends anymore due to some conflict happened between some of them.

Quite pathethic huh? I am now alone in the room while I guess most people celebrating it. Maybe not much people will celebrate it butthen I guess people hardly will stay alone in a weekend. Worst part still I message my mom and wish her happy 冬至 but she only replied me thanks. =.= I thought she get the hint that I want her to call me. Well. It's good that she couldnt get the hint coz if she really did call me, I am sure I will burst into tears. I think I gotta stop crapping. Happy 冬至 to everyone !!!

best gal friends at Malacca -- celebrated "dong zhi" together last year

me eating the delicious self make "tang yuan" (last year)

p/s : Out of sudden, I miss christmas at KL too and I miss celebrating it with my hometown friends. Sighz.

edited : mom called in later time and I cried without letting her know. How lousy and fragile I am. Haihz.