Sighz~~~

As usual, I get myself prepared and headed to campus half hour earlier than the usual exam time( incase some incident cause me late).

Once the room had open for us to enter, I go in search for my seats and start filling the information required.

When the invigilator announced we can look on the question paper, so quickly I did to turn to the last page which is the structure part questions. Saw all the 4 questions and guess what? The thing I studied dint really came out!! Disappointment is the word best describe my feeling at that moment!!

Well to be honest, Im quite confident with this Organizational Behavior(OB) paper because I did really pay efforts in it. But the whole paper just ruin my confidence!! Sad case is that, the structure questions I do really know some sort of answer that the question want but when I try to recall, it's just not the thing I want and what I can recall is just so not enough for me to gain the marks!!!Guess Im just getting OLD!!!

Without wasting anymore time, I quickly finish up the paper and do the last struggle for the structure part and hopefully I can suddenly recall any important points!! In the end, I dint. Looking into the watch, left oni 35 minutes for me to answer so I give up. I just aint want to waste time to sit there and scratch til my head bleed to get the answer. I decided to leave.

Walking back home with messy feelings. Thinking of how sucks I did just now and haven touch a single note for tomorrow paper. The mood fall from heaven to the hell. Reach home and I did go check on the thing I had answered. It was correct!! OMG!! But my feelings are mix up vf joyful and sorrow because I dint write all out as I afraid it's not the correct answer!!

So this is me!! Everytime in exam I wont write out all the thing if in my mindset that Im not sure with the answer!! Aih!! How stupid I was. It's too little too late to blame on myself, right??

Left 16 hours for my next paper and I have not prepare yet!! This is another killing paper which also my major paper-- International Business!! Fail my midterm( 8/20)--majority get this kind of marks, group interview got 8/15, another ought to be informed with the assignment mark!! Lecturer said he wont fail us as we do not how true is this thing. I just dont want to get a pass for my major paper. I want to score!! Think what I want is just too much.

What I can do now is hope for the best!! Study till the very last minutes!! Give up is just not my cup of tea!! Aint dont want to sit for a supp and dont want show mom an ugly transcript!! Wish me all the best!!

even an animal can understand what I feel..3 more papers to go and this is what I need now..