Leave not approve!!!!!

Dear had been complaining that I never update my blog for a long long time. So here am I to update my this little blog which I once thought I will update as frequent as I do. Well. Once again this can only prove that I never had commitment in doing anything for long terms and obviously this excluded relationship.

So why am I having such a good mood to update my blog? Updating my blog is not in my to-do list for today. Purpose of me updating me blog because I really got fucked up. Had a planned with my dear, ah gor and fellow crazy friends to give lovely ipoh friend -- Kim May a visit butthen things dont go well.

First up, received bad news from ah gor saying that he couldnt make it to apply leave as his boss said that his company salesman never ever get off on the 30th of August.

Next up is me. Sms my boss to ask for leave on the same day too but badly and sadly my boss reject me just by using one sentence " cannot because got event". I totally go nuts at the moment and my first reaction was like wtf. Straight sms Kim May informing her the bad news as dont want she happy for long time cz the longer time she happy, the saddest she will get.

While dear suggest me to take early morning bus on the 31st and go back later on the 1st or 2nd of September. In other words, means I'll be taking bus all alone to ipoh and come back to malacca al by myself. If let my dad know, for sure have to say bye bye to my ipoh trip. But in another thing is that this shows that I am not giving sincerity of making myself to go ipoh. Gosh~~!!!!!!!!!! What am I suppose to do??

I am not complaining about my boss or what because she really had been very good to me is just that why cant she just let me take off??? I really feel that the event also can go on well even if without me. Arghh~~~!!!!!!!! Really feel fucked up now~~!!! Damn it~~!! Damn DiGi for suggesting the stupid date to have event~~~!!!!!

Can I have one place for me to shout out loud now?? I wana throw this fucked up feelings away~~!!!!!