I am homesick

Well. I am currently studying at Malacca and my hometown is at Shah Alam. To be frank, I am not a type of person that will easily homesick eventhough I am a girl. I can dont go home for 2 months although is a near distance. Butthen things seems different for today. Erm. Or should I say my mood changes since last night.Because today is 冬至. Well in chinese means we celebrate the day that bring us into winter and we eat 汤圆 on this day to show that we grow another year older. Haha.

The reason why I am homesick because I like to eat 汤圆. Everytime I'll eat alot of and most of the times I am the one finish all that left by my family. To think back the 3 years I had been in Malacca, I only celebrated once here. I dint celebrate it on my first year in Malacca because I think it is due to I was just broke up with my ex and I went home quite often to heel my pain and get rid of the loneliness here. I went home almost every week or twice a month. The second year here, I celebrated with my group of best gal friends here. We maked and enjoyed 汤圆 together at my place and I still get to went home to celebrate with my family. As for this year, though my boss invited me to her place ( because she said I am alone here) but due to no transport to go over and I dont wana trouble others so I rather choose to stay alone. On the other hand, there will no longer a chance to celebrate it again with my best gal friends anymore due to some conflict happened between some of them.

Quite pathethic huh? I am now alone in the room while I guess most people celebrating it. Maybe not much people will celebrate it butthen I guess people hardly will stay alone in a weekend. Worst part still I message my mom and wish her happy 冬至 but she only replied me thanks. =.= I thought she get the hint that I want her to call me. Well. It's good that she couldnt get the hint coz if she really did call me, I am sure I will burst into tears. I think I gotta stop crapping. Happy 冬至 to everyone !!!

best gal friends at Malacca -- celebrated "dong zhi" together last year

me eating the delicious self make "tang yuan" (last year)

p/s : Out of sudden, I miss christmas at KL too and I miss celebrating it with my hometown friends. Sighz.

edited : mom called in later time and I cried without letting her know. How lousy and fragile I am. Haihz.