Life is dull

Life is dull ever since I've graduated.
Been having the same routine life ever since I've graduated.
Wake up early in the morning, stuck in the jam, entering office, lunch time, answering calls, completing the tasks, end works, stuck in the jam, dinner time, catch drama with mom, on bed and sleeps.
Well. That is how I passed my daily life.
Of course some of the times I did hang out with colleagues and friends.
But friends are limited so do colleagues.
Everyone has their own life to go.
Hometown friends are all still busy with Uni life. Most of them will be graduating next year or the next next year while colleagues some of them are married and some of them needed to go for dates and etc.
Maybe to some of the people, life like this will be something that is enough for them but not for me.
Often I feel like there is something missing.
Something isnt there deep inside my heart. But I dont know what it is.
At times, I dont even know what is the suitable term for me to use to describe this feeling of mine.
I miss my friends at melaka who I found I can share so many things. I often have the sudden urge to just drive down and find them to talk eventhough just for one night.
But reality doesnt allow me to do so.
If only I am allow to do so, I would have plenty of my getaway trips with no plan and even nowhere to actually let me destined.
Argh. Hate this sucks feeling. Lost? Moody? Empty? Sad? Miserable? Helpless? Aimless? Hopeless? Neither of the terms best describe my feelings.
Maybe pms affects me and my feelings...

maybe u wont believe it..but my weekend just exactly the same as the dog inside the pic..

p/s : just now sms-ed with ling2. I told her I will be staying for single for times if I keep going with the same routine. She replied "of course lar. you always mixed with gay" Haha. Was it the main reason? I doubted.