Sunday 26 September 2010

Mumbles~



Sometimes, you will get inspired by reading at people’s blog being a travel blog, a normal blog updating about their daily life and etc. This happen when you lost your focus in your life or you found nothing more to do that could light up your life. Sounds a lil too much I know.
Looking back at my blog, I have definitely defeated the purpose of me owing a blog by practice to blog about my daily life and things happened around so that I could have a memoir of that.
People do always said that you will tend to be a lil emo when the night got darker. I couldn’t agree no more with the statement. Writing a blog post at this time reminds me of my Uni life. I missed those times. Those were the times that make me grow the most regardless physically, mentally, behavioural and etc.
Things had been quite tough for me ever since I ended my high school. Well. I learnt and I growth. Being the eldest in the home is always the best practice for me. You will have to be the guardian angel to the family after the parent. This is why both of my sisters still cant drive well even after they got their driving licenses because they have a free driver.
As for the love life, Im remaining my status as single after I’ve ended my first official relationship 4 years back. *there is a relationship before this that is not an official one but nonetheless he is still one of my best pal to-date. After the break up, I cried badly just like what the girls did. Took hell long time to recover and forget though it was just only 3 months. I think one of the reasons that make me hard to let go is because Im a person that loves to think about the past. Lame I know. Haha.
Of course, things have got better when I get to know more friends. Expanding the social circle is one of the easiest ways to help u to cure ur sadness. This is where I have bumped into so many different types of people and know about the real of me again. I have never thought I would be such a person until these drastic changes. Maybe my parent restricted me from a lot of things that caused me to hide the real me? Lol.
I may look playful to many people but Im not as what they think Im. Well. There is a line which I likes it that sounds like this “You do not have to explain urself to people because they will trust u if they’re ur friend and there is no need for u to do so to ur enemies”. Seriously, my friends that know me well trust me as they know Im well behave and I can control myself. Haha.
If I wrote this kind of essay for my exam, im sure the teacher will fail me as there is no main purpose. Lol. I guess I seriously need to do something meaningful during my weekends rather than just sleeping all day long or watching drama all night long. Life’s short and I don’t wana just waste it this way. Any suggestion people?

3 comments:

aNGiE said...

"sampat dear" ~
this is the phrase we like to use when one of us says something we feel that they think too much .. hahaha !! Don't worry so much .. the time will come when there is so many Mr Right Guy and u dun even know which one to choose. All line up at sunway surf beach to battle for u later =D

take care ya ~ dun emo so much. Very easily get old .. especially for a working lady like u .. hahahaha !!

kar lai@jolene said...

lol... thanks for ur wishes dear... if im alone, can i still bug u and a gor?? ;p

hey hey... we are of the same age.. just that im now working lo.. still ppl said i look young wo... ;p

aNGiE said...

ppl say you look young because they haven't seen me yet .. CONFIRM. hahahahahahahha !!