May 2019 be a new beginning for me - day 7

I really don't like it when my emotions are still affected whenever I see him or more of her. I just hope one day I can wake up strong as a Wonder Woman. Somehow I wish I have gold fish memories. 

And I don't understand all the gestures. Why would he did all these? Just to make himself feel better & less guilty? Today I heard another sad story about friend of mine who's considering filing for divorce as the husband changed 360 post marriage. Why is love such a tough subject to master in life?