May 2019 be a new beginning for me - 12

August is my month and I've tried my very best to not post anything negative but only positive. Decided to blog now as I really want to fill tomorrow only with happy moments and memories.

There were total 3 events that I saw him in just 4 days - company quarterly town hall, charity event and senior leader's visit. Perhaps he has taken my feedback - "the last thing you want to see is you're the one hurting your partner while protecting others' feeling" or she has her way with him to make sure he totally cut ties with the ex or maybe just me. We have zero eye contact except that one moment when he had to walked towards pantry for water. It was an awkward smile, not even the usual him of how he would greet his people as a leader. Remind me of the below which I wrote it when I broke up with my first bf. Content may need to tweak a lil given me and him were only a paper / signature away from spending our lives together.

陌生人 

一开始
你和我都是毫无相干的人
偏偏在机缘巧合下
在茫茫人海中
让我们遇上了
慢慢的我们开始互相认识
互相了解
在短短的时间
渐渐的我们变得熟悉了
对待彼此的心
也变得异样了
已不再是单纯的朋友关系
彼此都在猜度着
这个异样的感觉
这暧昧的感情
这时你踏出了第一步
让彼此的心都得到了肯定

一段感情萌芽了
感情的开始是
幸福的
快乐的
每天每天
都沉醉在这幸福的国度里
山盟海誓也差点脱口而出
然而
幸福不会永远都更随在身边
此时此刻彼此都感觉到问题的存在
察觉的太晚了吗？
已经没有补救的方法了吗？
就这样
结束快乐短暂的日子
时间不会因此停着
难过~辛苦
日子还是得过
多次的重遇都只是在微笑中带过
已经没有交际点了
再一次
我们又回到了那原点
变回毫无相干的两个人
多年后的相遇
会形同陌生人吗？